Running toward something...

some kinda crap doodle i was doing some time ago i thought i'd finish..again hands are crap..i was listing to the song "Across the tears" from Digimon tamers.

"Someday I’ll find, beyond the tears,
The person that I long to be.
And then one by one, I’ll keep marching on,
Until I finally reach the me I’m searching for.

Running toward something I cannot see,
I only know it lies in me,
I keep looking out for things that lie ahead.

All of these changes, how can it be?
This other person longs to be free.
I’m growing too fast to keep up with who I am.

But I’ll try to be strong.
I’ll try to hold my head high.
I will try to be the someone, if only the someone,
That am inside.

Somewhere out there, I will find,
A better way to pass the time.
I can’t will away all the things that I’ve done,
I can only keep moving on.
Someday I’ll find, beyond the tears,
The person that I long to be.
And then one by one, I’ll keep marching on,
Until I finally find the me I’m searching for.

All they see is not what I am,
I feel like it’s part of some big plan,
That I’m meant to be nothing more to them.

I’m not very brave, I’m not very strong,
And inside I knew it all along.
But in my heart I hope to become like that.

Now is the time to change.
Now I got no one to blame
I need to take control of my life,
Show them this is my life,
And throw it all away.

I’ll spread my wings and fly away,
Stop searching more for yesterday.
I wonder if someday I’ll understand,
What all this really means.
Someday I’ll find across the tears,
A future there awaiting me,
And finally, I will see, the life that’s meant for me,
I only need to continue on, day by day.

Somewhere out there, I will find,
A better way to pass the time.
I can’t will away all the things that I’ve done,
I can only keep moving on.
Someday I’ll find, beyond the tears,
The person that I long to be.
And then one by one, I’ll keep marching on,
Until I finally find the me I’m searching for."